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"But, like, how long will it take," I asked, anxiously.
"In the blink of Vishnu's eye," he said.
These fucking Bhakti yogis and their devotional crap, I thought. HOW LONG.
*fuck*
http://read.bi/1Z21B9s
"In the blink of Vishnu's eye," he said.
These fucking Bhakti yogis and their devotional crap, I thought. HOW LONG.
*fuck*
http://read.bi/1Z21B9s
From Dattatteya's "Yoga Shastra" -- there will be success for the practitioner. [But] how can there be [success] for the nonpractitioner? (83)
Success is never gained through mere reading of books. (84)
Those who [merely] talk about Yoga and wear the apparel [of a yogin] but lack all application and live for their bellies and their dicks-- they cheat people. (92-93)
Success is never gained through mere reading of books. (84)
Those who [merely] talk about Yoga and wear the apparel [of a yogin] but lack all application and live for their bellies and their dicks-- they cheat people. (92-93)
<3
When did the party turn? When I got mouthy...
"If these are just small offenses, not meant to wound, why canât I ever manage to shut them down effectively, ensure they arenât wielded again and again against others? You donât have to force strangers to see or acknowledge systemic racism and the lives it takes and brutalizes just to point out that hey, friend, all Asians are not interchangeable! "
http://the-toast.net/2016/01/05/what-goes-through-your-mind-casual-racism/
"If these are just small offenses, not meant to wound, why canât I ever manage to shut them down effectively, ensure they arenât wielded again and again against others? You donât have to force strangers to see or acknowledge systemic racism and the lives it takes and brutalizes just to point out that hey, friend, all Asians are not interchangeable! "
http://the-toast.net/2016/01/05/what-goes-through-your-mind-casual-racism/
Word. Ride or die. Road dog. Team Sketch.
I won't spoil the deal sealer, but:
"Duality always kicks back, and industrial yoga can offer us artificial feel-good moments and not a stitch more. In class, we see all those gorgeous asses, and all those kick-ass pants, and we buy the lie and seek a Zoloft or a double mocha latte on our slouch home.
Baby, donât do that with your yoga."
http://prasanayoga.com/articles/the-happiness-of-industrial-yoga/
"Duality always kicks back, and industrial yoga can offer us artificial feel-good moments and not a stitch more. In class, we see all those gorgeous asses, and all those kick-ass pants, and we buy the lie and seek a Zoloft or a double mocha latte on our slouch home.
Baby, donât do that with your yoga."
http://prasanayoga.com/articles/the-happiness-of-industrial-yoga/
I love my bionic eyes, but I do sorta miss my glasses. Also; there is no thali like three sisters thali.
Just had a tug on the heartstrings-- remembering getting snowed in with best friends. Enjoy for me, DC.
6 years ago??
I've spent the last month getting called Mike. Feels. <3
Baby, I'm so rising.
Live yo' life!
Remaining gracious. Counting papers.
Tim at 65-- #goals
By this time next week, it'll be business as usual (it's never business as usual).
We've watched each other's back for almost 15 years. This muthafucka.
It is almost 9 and I still haven't had coffee. This is the most freakish jetlag I've ever had.
Take a second just to breathe. Pick your heart up off your sleeve. You're perfect and awe inspiring.
Like Dolly says, "You can't make old friends."
When my Dad said that all he wants is for me to go farther than he did, it was seemingly my nose/ear hair that listened. #pluck
Problem solving. Don't get emotional, just get it done.
Friends: An old friend in VA is locked up and being denied cancer treatment. Can anyone recommend a prison advocacy group or offer support?
Facebook reminded me that I used to run marathons 🙂
Keeping promises to myself. First run of the year.
Yay!
"You are an extension of the power that created the whole universe. You are God in drag. You are dressed up in this outfit of a body, which is temporary. You are eternal. You are forever. You are unchanged. And this is a dream you're having. So don't get to attached to it. Make love. Love people. Be sweet. Have corn dogs. Dance. Live. Love. Fuck shit up. But it's all good. You can't fuck it up because you're eternal."
http://www.vulture.com/2016/03/rupaul-drag-race-interview.html
http://www.vulture.com/2016/03/rupaul-drag-race-interview.html
I love my singing teacher. She gives me permission-- nay, instructs me, to let my belly really pooch and puff. I sound better, stand taller, and feel awesomer as a result :-).
http://bodyhappy.com/uncategorized/what-should-i-do-with-my-belly/
http://bodyhappy.com/uncategorized/what-should-i-do-with-my-belly/
What 'white folks who teach in the hood' get wrong about education | PBS NewsHour
http://www.pbs.org/newshour/updates/what-white-folks-who-teach-in-the-hood-get-wrong-about-education/
http://www.pbs.org/newshour/updates/what-white-folks-who-teach-in-the-hood-get-wrong-about-education/
I love DC.
These timeline truths #onefingerpointedthreeback
This remains a cultural touchstone. The video of a generation. Happy 10th Anniversery, "Shoes"!
In other news, things are turning 10 that I experienced as an adult. I don't know the name of the feeling I'm experiencing presently. Nostalgia? Joy-encholy?
http://avc.lu/1Sc64hx
In other news, things are turning 10 that I experienced as an adult. I don't know the name of the feeling I'm experiencing presently. Nostalgia? Joy-encholy?
http://avc.lu/1Sc64hx
I had the best two little guys when I was young. Incredible pets, loving creatures. Donovan was neutered after Nimh got pregnant-- and finding homes for the little ones was not easy!
https://www.gofundme.com/PocketPawz?pc=fb_g_m&rcid=2c050f9808be11e6ad19bc764e049a64
https://www.gofundme.com/PocketPawz?pc=fb_g_m&rcid=2c050f9808be11e6ad19bc764e049a64
Mourning Prince and David Bowie, who showed thereâs no one right way to be a man - The Washington Post
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/act-four/wp/2016/04/21/mourning-prince-and-david-bowie-who-showed-theres-no-one-right-way-to-be-a-man/
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/act-four/wp/2016/04/21/mourning-prince-and-david-bowie-who-showed-theres-no-one-right-way-to-be-a-man/
I have had my fortune told. I have revisited a past life. I have had seers tell me visions. The world is strange and beautiful and unceasingly surprising. Have a great day!
Eeeeeh. These timeline truths.
Wonderful archival footage regarding my teacher's teacher's teacher.
"Commit random acts of kindness's and senseless acts of beauty."
7 years ago! Man-- I had JUST cut off the shoulder length.
My guRu.
Important conversations.
This is my teachers' teacher, Pattabhi Jois.
This week marks the seventh year of his passing. He died before I began learning his method.
I wasn't sure what to say to honor him, as he touched so many people directly, and yet for me, indirectly.
I didn't want to appropriate, and yet I am so inspired by his work.
When I saw this image, I knew what it was I wanted to say.
When I die, I hope it is my good humor that is remembered-- just like yours. Thanks, KPJ. I owe you one.
This week marks the seventh year of his passing. He died before I began learning his method.
I wasn't sure what to say to honor him, as he touched so many people directly, and yet for me, indirectly.
I didn't want to appropriate, and yet I am so inspired by his work.
When I saw this image, I knew what it was I wanted to say.
When I die, I hope it is my good humor that is remembered-- just like yours. Thanks, KPJ. I owe you one.
When I give all the right fucks, there are 0 fucks given.
Ancient yoga paradox, like a good Koan... the dopeness of realness.
Ancient yoga paradox, like a good Koan... the dopeness of realness.
doing scary stuff is good for the soul. feel the fear and do it anyway!
I'm really fiery today. Holy cow.
Discovering who spirit trickster. Thanks @pegmulqueen 🙂
Appreciative of my mom, dad, and the episcopal church's youth group for teaching forgiveness from an early age <3
"A flower won't open if I yell at it and say âBloom!" -- Marion Woodman
Guys-- can anyone provide some reading on "safe spaces" versus "self segregation"? I see affluent folks participating in things that skirt the law on the regular, under the guise of "gay inclusivity" (using areas without permits, public drinking, etc) and they are mostly white monied men.
I know that we need safe spaces to gather and share common experience, but when does that become detrimentally exclusionary? When does it breed racism, classism, and homonormativiyy?
D.C. No Longer Has a Central Gay Neighborhood. Does That Matter? | Washington City Paper
http://www.washingtoncitypaper.com/news/article/20781582/dc-no-longer-has-a-central-gay-neighborhood-does-that-matter
I know that we need safe spaces to gather and share common experience, but when does that become detrimentally exclusionary? When does it breed racism, classism, and homonormativiyy?
D.C. No Longer Has a Central Gay Neighborhood. Does That Matter? | Washington City Paper
http://www.washingtoncitypaper.com/news/article/20781582/dc-no-longer-has-a-central-gay-neighborhood-does-that-matter
My parents were small business owners. My wonderfully successful brother, too. It would be a real shame if locally owned, independent, SMALL businesses went under because of unscrupulous opportunists.
A young woman was black-out drunk. A persistent freshman in college had sex with her behind a dumpster. The sex was messy, and she did not consent.
"Here's The Powerful Letter The Stanford Victim Read To Her Attacker. "
I don't care about his minimal punishment: I care about the narrative. Each and every person reading these words knows someone who has been in a similar situation.
Teach your children not to rape.
https://www.buzzfeed.com/katiejmbaker/heres-the-powerful-letter-the-stanford-victim-read-to-her-ra?utm_term=.qljVd1jx5#.ahrv4xDNE
"Here's The Powerful Letter The Stanford Victim Read To Her Attacker. "
I don't care about his minimal punishment: I care about the narrative. Each and every person reading these words knows someone who has been in a similar situation.
Teach your children not to rape.
https://www.buzzfeed.com/katiejmbaker/heres-the-powerful-letter-the-stanford-victim-read-to-her-ra?utm_term=.qljVd1jx5#.ahrv4xDNE
1/2 of all federal inmates are there due to drugs. Something is wrong-- free them, not just from prison but also from stigma.
A guy sped up at me in the crosswalk. Honked. Yelled. Called me a faggot. Threatened to kill me. I stood my ground. Didn't cuss-- switched into teacher mode and made him say he was sorry. He's a DC firefighter with MD plates. Anyone got any ideas how to inform his employer? Take it away, Facebook!
If you have power and don't use it, you are complicit in these horrors.
When will you do something? How many deaths inside black churches? How many rapes? How many of my brothers and sisters need to be slaughtered?
Get radical.
When will you do something? How many deaths inside black churches? How many rapes? How many of my brothers and sisters need to be slaughtered?
Get radical.
The radicalized American in Orlando was closeted? If you've ever bullied a queer individual for their sexuality, you have blood on your hands. You are responsible for this.
One of my first lovers, while we were in senior high, was assaulted outside a coffee shop in Aquia, VA. He also has a plate or two in his head.
I was "jumped" in my neighborhood when I was 11 or 12 for being gay. It was just one of many occasions. Before, and (of course) after.
Maybe you don't know what it's like. Someone you know does. What are you doing to stop it?
I was "jumped" in my neighborhood when I was 11 or 12 for being gay. It was just one of many occasions. Before, and (of course) after.
Maybe you don't know what it's like. Someone you know does. What are you doing to stop it?
Is this an example of all Baptist churches?
http://sacramento.cbslocal.com/2016/06/13/sacramento-baptist-preacher-praises-orlando-gay-nightclub-attack/
http://sacramento.cbslocal.com/2016/06/13/sacramento-baptist-preacher-praises-orlando-gay-nightclub-attack/
Managing Your Distress in the Aftermath of a Shooting
http://www.apa.org/helpcenter/mass-shooting.aspx
http://www.apa.org/helpcenter/mass-shooting.aspx
My favorite buddy at the zoo. He would wave, stand up on his hind legs, and occasionally roar. He lived 10 years longer than the average sloth bear in human care.
National Zoo euthanizes sloth bear - The Washington Post
https://www.washingtonpost.com/video/national/national-zoo-euthanizes-sloth-bear/2016/06/16/b1748cec-3408-11e6-ab9d-1da2b0f24f93_video.html
National Zoo euthanizes sloth bear - The Washington Post
https://www.washingtonpost.com/video/national/national-zoo-euthanizes-sloth-bear/2016/06/16/b1748cec-3408-11e6-ab9d-1da2b0f24f93_video.html
"The essence of divine experience is unending devastating bliss and an unshakable silent peace." - yogani
Still crying. OTM takes on tough topics in comprehend able ways without making things reductive or overly simplified
https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/on-the-media/id73330715?mt=2&i=370921436
https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/on-the-media/id73330715?mt=2&i=370921436
Listen: I like shooting guns. Don't come at me with that extra ya ya.
Read the numbers, and come to your own conclusion.
I trust your ability to parse data.
Read the numbers, and come to your own conclusion.
I trust your ability to parse data.
2007 #TBT
Prayers for literally everybody.
Things will escalate.
Expansion before contraction.
Prayers of peace for every living creature.
Expansion before contraction.
Prayers of peace for every living creature.
I fell asleep on my yoga mat today-- I didn't make it far, and it wasn't time for rest.
Last night, I couldn't sleep... I was wrestling with black lives mattering, brown lives mattering, pink lives mattering, white lives mattering...how to find parity between that and the fact that I believe that no one exists on purpose and life itself is a consequence of action (and so, it's only meaning is that it is an effect).
Everything comes down to charachter, and the world is full of valorless men and woman who wear all kinds of uniforms and masks.
It is also full of people who do the right thing, even though no one is keeping score.
We are people. Disarm the police. Disarm the populace. Disarm your angry, bigoted minds. I don't know how. I have no answers.
All I want for all beings is peace.
Last night, I couldn't sleep... I was wrestling with black lives mattering, brown lives mattering, pink lives mattering, white lives mattering...how to find parity between that and the fact that I believe that no one exists on purpose and life itself is a consequence of action (and so, it's only meaning is that it is an effect).
Everything comes down to charachter, and the world is full of valorless men and woman who wear all kinds of uniforms and masks.
It is also full of people who do the right thing, even though no one is keeping score.
We are people. Disarm the police. Disarm the populace. Disarm your angry, bigoted minds. I don't know how. I have no answers.
All I want for all beings is peace.
Happiness is a form of courage.
The bit about every day bring the day you might die-- and having to die a second rate, repressed version of yourself -- is the reality when you are not safe. Might as well be yourself, because your safety as a queer person is never guaranteed.
"Passing" for straight could be considered a privilege... so long as it's price isn't self-love.
Why I've Avoided Dressing More Femininely â Until Now
https://www.buzzfeed.com/jpbrammer/why-ive-avoided-dressing-more-femininely-until-now?utm_term=.bxX4OWpL6#.ndgVoW6JB
"Passing" for straight could be considered a privilege... so long as it's price isn't self-love.
Why I've Avoided Dressing More Femininely â Until Now
https://www.buzzfeed.com/jpbrammer/why-ive-avoided-dressing-more-femininely-until-now?utm_term=.bxX4OWpL6#.ndgVoW6JB
My life -- 6 years ago -- so happy.
Oh hey, 6 years ago 🙂
A thoroughly enjoyable talk.
A collection of videos in which Dave Chapelle tells his story about walking away from 50 million in order to maintain contentment and clarity of self. Important stuff.
Thinking of 15 years of friendship with Puja, 15 years of adulting, 15 years of heartache, healing, turning up, and thriving. #NowPlaying Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World
Thinking of 15 years of friendship with Puja, 15 years of adulting, 15 years of heartache, healing, turning up, and thriving. #NowPlaying Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World
Thinking of 15 years of friendship with Puja, 15 years of adulting, 15 years of heartache, healing, turning up, and thriving. #NowPlaying Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World
It's okay to show, so long as you also go in. "Artist" -- "performer" -- yes, but also yogi.
laughter laughter laughter....on plastic straws:
âWe consume 500 million straws each day. The equivalent of 127 school buses filled with straws. Itâs disgusting. There should be children in those school buses, going to school, to learn, not straws.â
http://nymag.com/thecut/2016/09/entourage-star-adrian-grenier-talks-burning-man.html
âWe consume 500 million straws each day. The equivalent of 127 school buses filled with straws. Itâs disgusting. There should be children in those school buses, going to school, to learn, not straws.â
http://nymag.com/thecut/2016/09/entourage-star-adrian-grenier-talks-burning-man.html
Goals: at 90, be as masterful as Angela Lansbury (90!) -- Angela Lansbury Sings 'Beauty and the Beast' at Lincoln Center
http://youtu.be/JOy7eVjz-2I
http://youtu.be/JOy7eVjz-2I
A thousand times yes.
I don't do it. It's not highbrow elitism, it's because I actually 100% care about the majesty of experience-- and every experience is by definition unique.
Share with me.
I don't do it. It's not highbrow elitism, it's because I actually 100% care about the majesty of experience-- and every experience is by definition unique.
Share with me.
Listen, I'm about to brag about one of my greatest accomplishments: I made a pumpkin soup that floods the memory with scenes from Sri Durga Stand Up.
It perfectly calls to mind their bisibelebath.
Perfect timing. Thinking of you, Mysore Family!
It perfectly calls to mind their bisibelebath.
Perfect timing. Thinking of you, Mysore Family!
Cleaning out my closet was a long overdue chore. Needed a heavy lift afterwards-- clarity, constancy, peace.
Mike Pence: "Homosexuals are not as a group able-bodied. They are known to carry extremely high rates of disease brought on because of the nature of their sexual practices and the promiscuity which is a hallmark of their lifestyle.""
Has he even been to a gym? Look around, Powdertop! Up-in-the-gym-working-on-our-fitness.
I kid, but if you're voting for this ticket, you're voting for a man who has urged employers not to hire people like me. Speaking of a lack of fitness,executive-wise: just no.
http://www.out.com/news-opinion/2016/9/01/mike-pence-wrote-article-urging-employers-not-hire-gay-people
Has he even been to a gym? Look around, Powdertop! Up-in-the-gym-working-on-our-fitness.
I kid, but if you're voting for this ticket, you're voting for a man who has urged employers not to hire people like me. Speaking of a lack of fitness,executive-wise: just no.
http://www.out.com/news-opinion/2016/9/01/mike-pence-wrote-article-urging-employers-not-hire-gay-people
These commentators
"Fiesty presidential debate" -- hm.
"Most contentious debate in american history" -- uh, are you out of your mind? People got shot.
"Fiesty presidential debate" -- hm.
"Most contentious debate in american history" -- uh, are you out of your mind? People got shot.
So, an audience of undecided voters... and it was stocked with Bill Clinton's accusers? No way. Thats a lot.
I'll gladly vote for the one who can grow and learn and apologize.
Never forget: We are alive within mysteries.
Laugh.
Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful
though you have considered all the facts.
-- Wendell Berry
Laugh.
Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful
though you have considered all the facts.
-- Wendell Berry
Facebook reminded me of the photo on the right from 3 years ago, when it took 2 people to â¦
Why is every place built in the last 7 years on 14th Street (between U & P) a white person factory?
To all of my friends who might be holding on to 500 and 1000 rupee notes⦠you have a few months before they are demonetized.
http://www.thehindubusinessline.com/news/currency-notes-rs-500-1000-cease-to-be-legal-tender/article9320586.ece
http://www.thehindubusinessline.com/news/currency-notes-rs-500-1000-cease-to-be-legal-tender/article9320586.ece
8 years ago, I could not sleep because the streets were packed with celebration. Today, the faces on the bus are as long as this horrific fever dream. Cold sweat, cold rain.
This is the Hour
We have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour.
Now you must go back and tell the people
this is the Hour.
And there are things to be considered:
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Where is your garden?
It is time to speak your Truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.
This could be the time!
There is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold on to the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore,
And push off and jump into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above water.
See who is there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally.
Least of all, ourselves.
For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.
The time for the lone wolf is over.
Gather yourselves.
Banish the word "struggle" from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
"We are the ones we've been waiting for..."
- The Elders, Hopi Nation, Oraibi
We have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour.
Now you must go back and tell the people
this is the Hour.
And there are things to be considered:
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Where is your garden?
It is time to speak your Truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.
This could be the time!
There is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold on to the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore,
And push off and jump into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above water.
See who is there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally.
Least of all, ourselves.
For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.
The time for the lone wolf is over.
Gather yourselves.
Banish the word "struggle" from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.
"We are the ones we've been waiting for..."
- The Elders, Hopi Nation, Oraibi
Lots of folks don't know why they're being unfriended like they haven't had the n-bomb dropped in their house with aplomb. Stop. You know how your husbands feel. You know how you act with adults (if not children). And, do you know how that VP feels about folks like me? Stop. Just stop.
Not all Trump supporters self identify as racist or stupid.
So, my queer friends house in Philly has been egged & the church down the way has been vandalized with "white nation." Heard about these two older guys trying to decide whether or not to take off their "make America great again" hats before going into a Manhattan bar-- so easy for them, not so for the black church & the 'pink' house.
Headed to bed thinking about my students across the globe studying with my teachers. Thinking thoughts of thanks to all of my teachers who encouraged me to study with their's. This yogi's heart seams tug.
It strikes me that one of the great joys of my life is getting to see every sunrise & every sunset.
Rory was having a helluva year-- which is just how it goes sonettimes. Who didn't spend a year (or 5?) making bad decisions?
http://www.vox.com/culture/2016/11/28/13760018/gilmore-girls-final-four-words-review-bad?utm_campaign=vox.social&utm_medium=social&utm_content=voxdotcom&utm_source=facebook
http://www.vox.com/culture/2016/11/28/13760018/gilmore-girls-final-four-words-review-bad?utm_campaign=vox.social&utm_medium=social&utm_content=voxdotcom&utm_source=facebook
I tend to take pictures of people's license plates when I see them casually being dicks. Their reactions remind me so often that folks lack valor.
Over 1000 hate crimes *reported* since the middle of November. If you weren't aware of that, you're probably heterosexual and white.
Change your perspective.
That full moon is working over time.
Looks like you guys really like the #yoga pics best. #2016bestnine
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