What Happened to the Fourth Series Practitioners
How advanced Ashtanga turned into a status ladder—and why so many who climbed it forgot how to support anyone else.
How advanced Ashtanga turned into a status ladder—and why so many who climbed it forgot how to support anyone else.
A student stayed after class and asked me, a little apologetically, whether the practice actually regulates the nervous system or whether that’s just a thing teachers say. Fair question. The honest answer is that the people who built this had no idea what a nervous system was, and it worked anyway. That should bother you more than it does. We’re standing on two thousand years of instruction written by people who couldn’t have told you why a single piece of it helped. No mechanism. No study. No control group. And yet here we are, still doing it, because it kept producing something worth coming back for. I’ve stopped finding that embarrassing. I’ve started finding it clarifying. Here is what the ancients actually had: outcome data….
Savasana is where everything gets suspicious. Not suspicious in a bad way — suspicious in the way of something you can’t quite account for. You finish the last posture. You lie down. The sweat is still cooling. And then, for some practitioners, there’s a moment that doesn’t fit the usual frame: a sense of dissolution, of the boundary between where you end and where the room begins becoming briefly negotiable. Most people file it under “relaxation response” or “endorphins” and move on. A few don’t. Anirban Bandyopadhyay is a senior scientist at the National Institute for Materials Science in Japan, and he would tell you that the sensation is not mystical — it’s mechanical. The mechanism just happens to be the quantum structure of the…
Four websites, a book, and a teaching studio that all do one thing — and what that thing is.
AI feels like empowerment, but it’s quietly turning us into our own accountants, lawyers, and help desks — unpaid.
I ran a values audit on my own practice and didn’t like the decade of obedience I couldn’t explain. So instead of writing a post about agency, I built the controls. This is that story — Agentic Ashtanga.
Why the hardest part of Ashtanga isn’t a pose, but the quiet shift from following instructions to actually inhabiting the practice.
What if paradise isn’t abundance or success, but the quiet shock of realizing you only need a small, specific enough?
In the summer of 1996, my cousins and I buried a time capsule in my parents’ backyard. My mother is the oldest of seven sisters. Five of those six sisters got pregnant within about a year of each other. I was the only boy in that batch. Due to our close proximity in age—and one of my aunt’s early passing—we spent a lot of time together in the summers. I loved the summer. On the rural dirt roads and sandy private beaches of Colonial Beach, Virginia, for three months every year, I felt less like an only child and more like a sibling. I have brothers, but they were out of the house by the time I was ten. Colonial Beach gave me peers my…
How decades of below-market rent — not discipline or talent — quietly underwrote a yoga teaching career that’s no longer possible to build.