Breathing Through Depression
Both high-dose and low-dose yoga with breathing exercises significantly reduced depressive symptoms in adults with Major Depressive Disorder over 12 weeks.
Both high-dose and low-dose yoga with breathing exercises significantly reduced depressive symptoms in adults with Major Depressive Disorder over 12 weeks.
She ran the shala for nineteen years. Three hundred students across two decades. She knew every body in the room, every injury, every limitation, every breakthrough. The curriculum lived inside her. The culture was her personality. The place was, in every meaningful sense, her. Then she retired. The studio closed within a year. Not because the practice was wrong. Not because the community didn’t care. Because the whole thing had been engineered around a single point of failure, and when that point walked out the door, there was nothing left to hold. This is the most common structural mistake in yoga, in wellness, in any field where expertise is embodied and transmitted person-to-person. You build a practice around yourself instead of building something that can…
Here’s what a bad practice actually requires. It requires you to show up with an idea of who’s practicing — how much energy they have, what their hips are doing, how steady their attention is — and then find out, somewhere around minute fifteen, that you were wrong. The gap between the person you expected and the person who arrived is where bad practices live. Most people don’t know they’re doing this. They schedule a session, walk to the mat, and start practicing the practice they planned for a version of themselves that may not have made it to Tuesday. The person who actually showed up — the one who slept badly, has something slow-burning in the lower back, is half-distracted by a conversation from…
Samadhi lives in a particular part of the spiritual imagination — somewhere between mountaintop and miracle. You picture it arriving after years of austere practice, maybe in a cave, definitely in silence. When it finally comes, it announces itself with appropriate ceremony. This is wrong on every count. Here’s what actually happens: you’re in downward dog. You’ve been doing this sequence for months, or years. The breath is the right length, in the right place. The bandhas are engaged. You’re looking at the right spot. And at some point — between inhale and exhale, between one position and the next — the quality of attention changes. The practitioner having the experience and the experience being had briefly stop being separate things. There’s just the experience….
There’s no secret to a transformative practice. Anyone selling one is selling something else. What there is: yogic agency.
Discover how Ashtanga yoga acts as a powerful ally in confronting our deepest cognitive biases and illuminating a path towards clear perception.
Jordan wanted a handstand for two years. Every class. He watched other people float up, watched himself not. Something grinding and grasping in his chest, increasingly desperate. He got the handstand. That’s not the interesting part. The interesting part is what happened six months before he got it. He stopped fighting the wanting. Not because he gave up. That’s different. He stopped adding energy to the craving by trying to suppress it. And something shifted. There’s a pattern in yoga philosophy called raga — attachment, craving, the reaching toward what we want in a way that creates its own suffering. Jordan had raga about a handstand. He’d have called it motivation. The texts call it a root cause of suffering. Both can be true at…
Vulnerability is one of the most overused words in self-help. The underlying idea is real. The marketing version mostly isn’t.
There’s a version of yoga instruction that goes like this: master the ethics first, then the postures, then the breath, then the senses, then the concentration, then the meditation, then the union. Eight rungs. Bottom to top. Do the lower ones right and eventually you earn the higher ones. Most people have heard some version of this. Most people implicitly believe it. And it produces a specific, persistent problem: students spend years waiting to be advanced enough to access the states that practice is supposed to generate. They’re waiting to meditate until they’re good enough at asana. Waiting for sustained concentration until they’ve mastered breath. Waiting for presence until they’ve fixed their ethics. The ladder frames the higher limbs as rewards for the lower ones….
Everyone who has tried to meditate has failed the same way. You sit down, close your eyes, and try to stop thinking. Then you think about trying to stop thinking. Then you think about how bad you are at not thinking. Then you wonder if you’re doing it wrong. You’re not doing it wrong. You’re doing the thing that thinking does: it runs. The problem isn’t discipline. The problem is you gave the thinking mind nothing else to do. Ashtanga yoga takes a different approach. It doesn’t ask you to stop thinking. It occupies your attention so completely that thinking doesn’t fit. The mechanism is called tristhana. Three things, coordinated simultaneously: breath, posture, gaze. Each one sounds simple. Together, they fill every available slot in…